Awaiting the long sleep lyrics

Nothing...
Through the void and still... nothing
Despair has dined at me once again
Leaving me rotting from the inside
But peace won't come although painfully awaited
I'm destined to endure, the hook is baited
The ultimate deception
The memory of all
In which I myself am so ready to fall
The final chase I wish to be upon me
The end please be near
Infinity will become me
Destined to bleed (because my life is none)
However I suffer
Relief will not come
(The final reward inevitably nothing)
One last trip and time must come
I look back again...