Going Through The Motions lyrics

BUFFY:
Every single night the same arrangement
I go out and fight the fight
Still I always feel this strange estrangement
Nothing here is real, nothing here is right
I`ve been making shows of trading blows
Just hoping no one knows
That I`ve been going through the motions
Walking through the part
Nothing seems to penetrate my heart
I was always brave and kind of righteous
Now I find I'm wavering
Crawl out of your grave
You find this fight just doesn`t mean a thing

VAMPIRE:
She ain`t got that swing
BUFFY:
Thanks for noticing

DEMON AND VAMPS:
She does pretty well with friens from hell
But lately we can tell
That she`s just going through the motions
Faking it somehow
DEMON:
She`s not even half the girl she-ow...

BUFFY:
Will I stay this way forever
Sleepwalk through my life`s endeavor
YOUNG VICTIM MAN:
How can I repay-
BUFFY:
-Whatever
I don't want to be
Going through the motions
Losing all my drive
I can`t even see if this is really me
And I just want to be
Alive