Afraid Of You lyrics

Reasons, I can't find the reasons
to why on earth I act this way
I can't relate to anybody
fearing, I lower defense again
running through my fingers
I just hold my breath and count to ten
have I really got control of myself?
have I really got control of myself?


>>I'm so afraid of you. wow
I don't know what I'm doing
I'm totally infatuated with you
It's gonna end in ruin

So what's the meaning of what I'm revealing
to you and you alone I lay
the burdens of my heart, I say are bleeding
can't you remember them?
move across to touch my hand
controller of my soul again
have I really got control of myself?
got to really get control of myself?