Innocent And Wretched lyrics

Now as I sit here, tied up by fear
Sentenced, but what have I done
I wanna know, who is the ruler of my fate
Who makes me want to die
These bitter sweet feelings I feel
These immense sadness
Melancholie
The desire for the unknown
A mirror, a disgraceful pale face
An abused mind is what I see
Zero courage to face life
And I know there is no way out